That Guy There

That Guy There

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hanari502:

hussiebot:

doridachi:

liberathelight:

“Do you have a fictional character that you love?”
oh
let me
tell you
about my husbando

What are you doing right now besides tumbl’n?
I’m gettin ready to leave my house!! Gonna hang out with some friends at the mall :3c

what would you do if you only had one week to live?
well i like to live my life one day at a time
because tonight i might have a heart attack and not wake up
so i would just keep on living

“Have you ever gotten your heart broken? Tell us the story.”
Oh uh wow umm…..Prepare for a story followers
Well when I was a kid I had a string of crushes, or from what I remember, I had 3 major ones before High school, but I’m not sure if those count? I guess I was just a child romantic. I remember this one time, I was a little schemer back then, I told my friends to bring the boy I liked over to me, and at that time I would then act embarrassed and pretend that they brought him over of their own will so that it looked like they wanted us to get together and like each other.
Boy did that turn out badly.
They came over and opened their mouths and said “Okay here, we got him for you.”
I probably have never been so embarrassed, but I was like 11 so That doesn’t really count.
In high school though, there was this one guy named Victor, who broke more than just my heart, but I guess I never gave it to him in the first place, because I guess i didn’t really feel anything for him? After he ruined my life he got into this relationship with this girl who he ended up getting pregnant, and then she dumped him for another guy.
That was important, keep that in mind.
I don’t even remember why we were together.
He played World of Warcraft…
But I don’t think it was him that broke my heart either.
If anyone broke my heart, It would have to be this one kid
Let’s call him J, because I’m pretty sure he may have a tumblr?
J had a crush on me for the longest time, and I vice versa, like all throughout our run of High School
He didn’t have his priorities in life straight, or so he said, and even after he moved away he promised me that once he straghtened himself up, he would properly ask me out on a date. he wanted to make himself better for me, and I thought that was one of the most endearing things a guy could ever do.
I called him and he called me and he lived like an hour away, but we managed to meet up a couple of times.
And then we lost contact
Keep note this all happened quite recently
I didn’t really keep up with him as much, with school and conventions piloting around my head all the time.
But then i checked his facebook recently….recently being within the last year.
He was in a relationship with the girl Victor knocked up.
I looked at their statuses and conversations and i just….
I froze up. I couldn’t think.
Like.
‘He promised me….he promised me he would get better and come for me….’
I guess that was when my heart really broke.
When I found out that faith and wishing doesn’t do very much, and that people don’t always keep their promises. No matter how much you want it to be true….
Throughout the entire course of my High School my heart has gone through tough shit, and it’s very hard for me to get into a relationship, or to become overly-attached to people, for immense fear of getting hurt. And if I do become attached to someone, I don’t trust them. There is always a speck of doubt and distrust in the back of my mind telling me that everything they say could be a lie. I don’t trust people. I get along with people, and like people, but I don’t trust them.
In the entire world, there is maybe 3 who know my entire truthful story, and maybe a handful that know my real name. They know who I really am, not Hanari. Unfortunately, one of the people who knows this is a person I’m sure will hurt me. You know who you are.
Sorry I didn’t mean for that to be as long and depressing as it was…
I’m gonna go watch ponies now to make myself feel better….
Or stare at those bumper stickers i caught a glance of earlier….
Wow tumblr why do you do this to me…..Well no I guess it’s my fault as much as Tumblr’s fault. I’m the one answering….
yeah….ponies….

How did you get into Tumblr?
Nuryfury.
I had just gotten into Homestuck, and I was looking around for fanart on Deviantart, and I found her account, which linked to her Tumblr.
And I followed it, and was kinda blown away by her art, and decided to create a Tumblr account specifically so I could follow her and keep up with her art.
And things…Just kinda spiraled from there :D

hanari502:

hussiebot:

doridachi:

liberathelight:

“Do you have a fictional character that you love?”

oh

let me

tell you

about my husbando

What are you doing right now besides tumbl’n?

I’m gettin ready to leave my house!! Gonna hang out with some friends at the mall :3c

what would you do if you only had one week to live?

well i like to live my life one day at a time

because tonight i might have a heart attack and not wake up

so i would just keep on living

“Have you ever gotten your heart broken? Tell us the story.”

Oh uh wow umm…..Prepare for a story followers

Well when I was a kid I had a string of crushes, or from what I remember, I had 3 major ones before High school, but I’m not sure if those count? I guess I was just a child romantic. I remember this one time, I was a little schemer back then, I told my friends to bring the boy I liked over to me, and at that time I would then act embarrassed and pretend that they brought him over of their own will so that it looked like they wanted us to get together and like each other.

Boy did that turn out badly.

They came over and opened their mouths and said “Okay here, we got him for you.”

I probably have never been so embarrassed, but I was like 11 so That doesn’t really count.

In high school though, there was this one guy named Victor, who broke more than just my heart, but I guess I never gave it to him in the first place, because I guess i didn’t really feel anything for him? After he ruined my life he got into this relationship with this girl who he ended up getting pregnant, and then she dumped him for another guy.

That was important, keep that in mind.

I don’t even remember why we were together.

He played World of Warcraft…

But I don’t think it was him that broke my heart either.

If anyone broke my heart, It would have to be this one kid

Let’s call him J, because I’m pretty sure he may have a tumblr?

J had a crush on me for the longest time, and I vice versa, like all throughout our run of High School

He didn’t have his priorities in life straight, or so he said, and even after he moved away he promised me that once he straghtened himself up, he would properly ask me out on a date. he wanted to make himself better for me, and I thought that was one of the most endearing things a guy could ever do.

I called him and he called me and he lived like an hour away, but we managed to meet up a couple of times.

And then we lost contact

Keep note this all happened quite recently

I didn’t really keep up with him as much, with school and conventions piloting around my head all the time.

But then i checked his facebook recently….recently being within the last year.

He was in a relationship with the girl Victor knocked up.

I looked at their statuses and conversations and i just….

I froze up. I couldn’t think.

Like.

‘He promised me….he promised me he would get better and come for me….’

I guess that was when my heart really broke.

When I found out that faith and wishing doesn’t do very much, and that people don’t always keep their promises. No matter how much you want it to be true….

Throughout the entire course of my High School my heart has gone through tough shit, and it’s very hard for me to get into a relationship, or to become overly-attached to people, for immense fear of getting hurt. And if I do become attached to someone, I don’t trust them. There is always a speck of doubt and distrust in the back of my mind telling me that everything they say could be a lie. I don’t trust people. I get along with people, and like people, but I don’t trust them.

In the entire world, there is maybe 3 who know my entire truthful story, and maybe a handful that know my real name. They know who I really am, not Hanari. Unfortunately, one of the people who knows this is a person I’m sure will hurt me. You know who you are.

Sorry I didn’t mean for that to be as long and depressing as it was…

I’m gonna go watch ponies now to make myself feel better….

Or stare at those bumper stickers i caught a glance of earlier….

Wow tumblr why do you do this to me…..Well no I guess it’s my fault as much as Tumblr’s fault. I’m the one answering….

yeah….ponies….

How did you get into Tumblr?

Nuryfury.

I had just gotten into Homestuck, and I was looking around for fanart on Deviantart, and I found her account, which linked to her Tumblr.

And I followed it, and was kinda blown away by her art, and decided to create a Tumblr account specifically so I could follow her and keep up with her art.

And things…Just kinda spiraled from there :D

(Source: thefaceofrandomness, via hanari-502)

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